Fragments #9 – I am a BIG deal

22 dicembre 2016 by Gio Confalone in Blog fragments 0 comments
Fragments #9 – I am a BIG deal

In the last couple of months i’ve been trying to define US many and many times.

It was such a chaos.
We kept crossing a thin line between right and wrong. Gosh, it was a ridicously thin line.

I was getting mad.
I fought hard for what i believe, i fought my fights.
I knew that i was right but now, somehow, all my self confidence is gone.

Last night i spent few hours sitting on the floor, hiding in full darkness with both hands on my head.
I was trying to squeeze out a solution or at least a definition of the problem.

Not.A.Clue.

I ‘ve tried to talk to her. At some point all i wanted was her to help us.
i was absolutely unable to find a solution so i wanted her to find  a way out for us. Or a way forward.

She kept saying that “it wasn’t a big deal”. She was repeating it like a single statement song.

That shit makes me wanna blow my head off.

How can i trust someone that keeps underestimating me all the time?
How can i want to spend my time with her?
How can i love such a person?

I started to feel used but it was still painfull.

I couldn’t let her realize how wrong she was.

“It wasn’t a big deal”
But i am.

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