My head was spinning and my mind went blind. A blink later and my heart was taking control of my body.
“Finally” – I tough – “that’s the way I want to live my life. Fuck everybody who keep telling me to slow down. I can’t slow down, I don’t want to”.
I was finally receiving the long awaited kiss from her. I don’t know exactly what my body did back there. That’s the price you pay when you let your heart guide you solo.
When I took back my lame self control I realized that I screwed up again.
She backed off at a safe distance. I had to close that gap between us, talk to her, trying to understand what went wrong again.
But instead I stood still , no no, I took few steps back too.
No goodbyes, no eyecontacts or whatsoever.
We just wanted to erase the last moments of our lifes